1. -What are you saving for? one girl asked. -A vacation? -Financial^H^H^H^H^H economical freedom.
2. ERE is about designing one's world so as to eliminate work (the kind that is required to satisfy needs and wants, not the fun kind that done voluntarily) and pollution (wasted effort, wasted goods, ...). When things are optimally designed goods will flow through me with little effort and waste.
3. It's best to align your activities with your preferences and your preferences with reality.
4. Health
   1. Mental
      1. not good
      2. untreated hypomania
      3. How do I measure it?
      4. addiction to internet/constant stimulation
         1. free therapy from govt
      5. prone to stress
      6. depression
         1. took 5mg escitalopram ed for 7 days
            1. most side efects occured
   2. Physical
      1. Body weight is steadily increasing year by year
         1. current 80kg/180cm
            1. aim at 73-75kg/180cm
      2. not being able to work effectively 8AM - 4PM
         1. used to live 1 PM - 2 AM
         2. went cold turkey to live 7AM-8PM
            1. sleep patern is totally screwed up
            2. MASSIVE jet lag occurs
      3. untreated injuries
         1. pros are taking 100 PLN/45 min consultation
      4. get cold easily
         1. don't know what to do
            1. tried NAC
            2. bad, sulphur winds
            3. can't eat garlic and onion due to "image"
         2. not being able to do sports :/
            1. "system" collapses
      5. now tries implement HCLF diet
5. Work
   1. What can I offer?
      1. My skills
         1. short memory is non-existent
         2. English language
         3. German language
            1. DU IDIOT! MACH ETWAS UM DEINE KENTNISSE ZU VERTIEFEN! DIE ZEIT IST UNERBITTLICH!
      2. My knowledge
         1. doing nothing 5years and calling it education is pointless
         2. MSc in Mech Eng diploma
            1. completed
   2. What do I want in exchange?
      1. $$$
      2. MENTAL PEACE
   3. current one; internship as "Assistant of the Project Director"
      1. hectic place
      2. I don't know what's going on
      3. chance/pressure to show as good employee
      4. close to home/live with parents
      5. headphones aren't allowed, but I can't work in open space without being distracted
         1. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
         2. up to this point when I tried get shite done I almost tried to mimic conditions of master in his cave
      6. was reffered here; good opportunity for somebody shy
      7. can bike but weather "kills" me
6. Time
   1. is more valuable than money
7. Money
   1. "Money is life energy exchange"
8. Pillars of ERE
   1. simple living
   2. anticonsumerism
   3. DIY ethics
   4. self-reliance
   5. applied capitalism
9. "input paramters"
   1. Personality
      1. world-class absent minded
      2. don't understand people
         1. can't communicate effectively
            1. What is effective?
         2. can't communicate my needs
            1. being sissy
            2. But who cares if "Power talk" rules human interactions
      3. slow
         1. Is this somekind retardation? How can I check it?
   2. personal image
      1. hygiene is below society standards
         1. need to change to not loose career points
      2. got told many times I don't look happy based on basic body language
   3. intelligences
      1. not measured
      2. slow learner
      3. learn only by doing something
10. Education
    1. get skills on behalf on employer aka get paid and doing something useful in the same time
11. Relationships
    1. Family
       1. perceived as leech
       2. some kind of debt
          1. living in suburbia in Big House with car
             1. THIS IS NOT SUSTAINABLE!
       3. die-hard antinatalist
          1. don't know how to make this relationship mutually beneficial without exhausting my life energy
    2. Friends
       1. cut all connections from HS early on
       2. don't have any friends from uni
    3. Romantic
       1. ;(
       2. How do I get laid?
       3. too poor to aford prostitution
       4. don't understand women
          1. well... difficult to become 20% in any areamale to be noticed
          2. mostly being ignored if you're in 80%
          3. behaving "alpha" when you're not perceived as alpha is dangerous
             1. got almost beaten 2 times due that
12. Fun
    1. anhedonia, aboulia, avolition
    2. anything where I'm not being controlled/measured
    3. interests
       1. if you spend too much time in front of computer... well your life passes away